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Monday, September 19, 2011


Ytd woke up early in the morning to catch this movie :D
Hahha , johnny english reborn !! :D
MR BEAN SO JOKE (: hehhehs .

This man behind me was laughing like hell ! and his laughter is like damn epiccccc !! 
Ate lunch at tampines food centre ...
Went expo :O hahaah , kinda fun walking around (:
After that went for qing tang .
Super full okkayyys !
And ate like 2bowl of rice for my dinnerrr .. BURPP~
hehhehs (: 



Like totally , next mon is our exams ! ._.
This time is super damn earlyyy !! ): Last year was like so late ><'
Hahahs. kinda started preparing for it though (: wells ..
Since the exams are coming.. I guess no more blogging for me till exams end ?
Hahahs , like totally no ): gonna mug like i never mug before .
This is damn crazy , I know ! why am i doing this? Idks too (: Hahahs .
Well ! jyjy everyonnnneee :DD all the best (: 
Muahaha , so way looking forward to 12th oct ! :D 




believe in yourself , you can do it ! :D 
Saturday, September 17, 2011


Hahas (: morning all (: ytd was so damn fun (:
Too tired to post and reached home at like 8++ !
Been in skool for like umm .. 12 hours ! :o
Yupps (: lessons was kinda boring and fun (:
So after skool we had to wait like so damn long .
Then me and sarah doesn't have cca so we decided to study (;
Hahas . We so guai rites ? :D yupps (:
So went to the library and eventually found a table to study (;
Hahas , didn't see Sze Wai then she SMS me , I wad like how you know ? xD
Hahas, left the library at 4.25 or so (:

Yays ! The festival celebration time !!
Hahas , I enjoyed it except for the last part ._.
It was freaking damn long ! The song kept replaying itself for like 9 times xD
Tgtd wad Yi Jun told me xD

Well, after the performance we stone outside our classroom for awhile then we decided to walk around the skool.
It was quite dark already then I kept scaring Celine xD hahas
Went to play hide and seek (:

Urghh, I'm lazy to go on now ..
Well , overall everything is fun (:
Thursday, September 15, 2011


大家好!哈哈,今天我打算用华文(:今天发生很多事,有些让我感到难过。我不知道为什么,我也很想知道为什么事情是这样的。。我觉得很伤心也很心痛,我不知道他会不会担心,但是我真的很为他担心。我甚至不能没有她。担心也是没有用的,我只希望她会健康。。。
OHH O.O I JUST DID THAT XD 
Wednesday, September 14, 2011


Helloos ! Back from training and bathed (:
Feels so nice xD hahas . 
Anyways, our skool will be celebrating the mid autumn festival this friday :o
It's like WAD?! at this period of time?! Like exams are super near ..
Weell , but i do like to celebrate ! Mooncakess <3
Nom nom nom ! And of cus , CANDLES <333 
Hehheh (: I kinda enjoying 'playing with fire'
The safe way okkayys ! :D
Hahahs , last year celebration was awesome !

We played blind mice in the super dark classroom till the guards come and chase us away ! D<
Kinda looking forward :D 

Got back our chinese test which we took like ytd ? ._.
Hahas , cher marked damn fast I guess (:
Umms , this time everyone did quite well ..

Kinda not happy about my results though it's like 'quite high' ??
Hahahs (: It's true that other people did well than me ><'
Hahhas, hopefully this test will pull me up (: 
Today ACC is ohmygawd :x
Cher kept screaming and I was like ._. hahahs . 
Time pass super fast (: 

Pls bless her <3
Tuesday, September 13, 2011


Hehhehs (: Today was kinda ok ? Boring abit xD
Chinese test killed me early in the morning ><'
Barely finished it in time . RUNNING OUT OF TIME ><'
Kinda .. average ? Hopefully I can get 40+ but kinda impossible ><'
I last min choing de xD teehees .
At least I studied okkayys ! (:
Ummms , the rest of the day was like ><'

After lessons we nid to stay back for some stupid stuffs ><'
Copied a page of chinese compo , sort of (:
Hahhas , everyone was choinging cus after that can go le.
Heard that the nicest handwriting got prize :O
But who care yeaas? xD Hahhas , jordon and yang hao was doing damn slowly cus they wants to pon cca !
Tsktsk xD Waited for mei shu , they end like 4++ ! ohmygawd xD
Hahhas , in the mean time , me cloey and bernice was laughing like hell (:
Having fun playing our phones !! :D 
Suddenly feel kinda proud of my phone (: Hhahas , blessed to have it :D
Thanks !! :D 

i'm really worried for her ): pls bless her , gws <3
Monday, September 12, 2011


Bored ttm . Tmr have chinese test ): 
Exams are starting in like 14days !!
And we only knew it today ._. Stupid rites ):
Haish .. Not like I want it too ): How I wish time would stop for me ><'

Ytd's steamboat was uber nice ! :D
I like it when we have our own (: 
Save more money too ! :D Hahahas , enjoyed myself ytd (:
Like super duper !! How I wish we can have another steamboat again ! :D
Hehhhehs (: Overall , ytd was awesomeeee ~~ :D
Nom nom nom, yum yum yum (:

Ohmygawd , today sucks ttm ._.
This damn cher pissed me off during PE.
Stupid , hate him ._.
WHY WILL I EVEN WANT TO FOOL MY FREN WHEN SHE ISH DOING SOMETHING ._.
YOU THINK VERY NICE MEHH ? HELLOS , I NOT LIKE YOU OKKAYS . 
SHE'S MY FREN RITE , I DO THAT GOT GET ANYTHING MEH ?
FARK ._. AND ANYHOW ACCUSE ME . YOU ARE NOT ME , YOU DUN EVEN KNOW .
YOU DONT HAVE THE RIGHTS . DAMN YOU . 
Urghh , can't control myself ._.
He's not even fit to be a pe cher . fyl . 

Nobody is perfect , I wants to be nobody (: 
Sunday, September 11, 2011


Hahhahahs , today was damn joke (:
Hehhehs ~ Went supermarket with family.
Having steamboat tonight (:
Hahas , we were finding dong fen . Cannot find ):
So my bro decided to ask the peepols .
He asked a malay staff , then he was like where is the dong fen .
Then *huhhs?* hahahs .
Err, noodles . He point towards a direction .
Cannot find lehh ?? The malay ask wad type of noodles?
-Transparent type- hahahs ! burst out into laughter xDDDD

joke of my day xD
Saturday, September 10, 2011


Woke up super early today ):
But i think its worth it afterall (:
All those sweats , perspiration made me realize life is more than winning (:
I wun really bother if I won or lose , all i knew is to put in my very best (:
Cus i know i can do it (: 
Even if im gonna lose , take the risk and smack all i want .

Reached the skool kinda early (:
We played before the match start .
Staring at the peepols who came in after one another , my heartbeat went faster .
But i felt nothing .. Idk why , this feeling is weird .
I'm not really nervous but at the same time , i'm afraid i will lose :x
i successfully won the first round going into top 16 (:
Afterwards, those matches were the most scariest , i promised .
I met this nass gal , she's a good player (: a good smacker .
I was like ' ... ' Am I going to lose ?
Not worth it ! ): One more match to win and I can get a damn trophy . 
Hahas . And  i claim the 5 bucks from someone ! >D
Kinda use back the old trick i always did in pri skool . 
Dun be the one to smack first , make spin in the ball .
Hahhas , i barely won ><' relieved . 
Looking at the match score .
The next one : elaine lee .
OHMYGAWD ._. my junior ! ):
I dun like playing with friends I know ><' 
Kinda weird and paiseh , dun dare to like .. you know (:
Hahahs . we were like winning equally .
Somehow at the last match , someone gave me this strength (:
Someone (: 
Won eventually . relieve again xD dun believe i went so far ! 

Next one : ze ning ._.
OHMYGAWD. WTS . EVEN WORSE ._.
But I lost in the end . 
I was dying already , no more strength !  ):
Dying of thirst too ! no more water ):
Haish , try my best (:
I know I was going to lose . Cannot give up ):

urgh !! anyhow whack ! xD not really though .
treat it as a serious match ><'
Peepols looking at us ! so paiseh ): 
Lost 1-3 in the end (:
Not upset (: happy :D 
Hahahs , cus another experience gained (: 
But thinking abt it , if i won her , i would be like in the damn finals .
With this little gal from shao nian dui - singapore team .
Hahahs . Then i will lose of cus and get a 2nd trophy ><'
Wells . its okkays (: i dun mind :D lose to a litttle gal oso very paiseh :x
You don't have to win , all you have to do is to do your very best , that's enough (: 


做人要知道知足(:

Afterwards went to eat with xue yi and olivia (:
They damn joke okkayys ! Hahahs , btws our meal ( 3 meals ) cost like 8++
Awesome ritess ? hahahas ! 
We ate KFC . then there's this 2 chicken meal or sth .
Then this piece of chicken meat .
xue yi : is this chicken breast ?
olivia : really uh ? doesnt look like lehh .
xue yi : then wad is it ?
olivia : chicken wing ? see the wing can move *she take the piece of meat and move it*
*AHAHAHHAHAS* laugh like siao . Hahahs ! 
Went to popular afterwards cus i nid to buy some stuffs (:
I saw these pens 3 for 2.50 , umms ~ 
Look nice to use so I bought it xD
Bought a 1.30 transparent type of pencil case for me xD 
Hahahs . 

Wad I did due to boredom xD 


Friday, September 9, 2011

Tmr me have some stupid table tennis competition ):
Really felt sick at the wrong moment dude ..
Lots of things to be done .. Kinda tired now ><'
Yawnns~ Hahhas . Managed to finish my chinese compo(:
Not bad not bad :D
Hahhas . tmr the competition was my first ever once outside.
Cus PR arent allow to participate ><' sad life uh ?
But i dun mind not being a singaporean (: anything is fine . 
As long as im happy (: yupps , i am :D
Hahahs . though im kinda sick , but that wun stop me from doing anything ):
Just treat it as a training , but srsly its not ._.
Prepared to lose like shyt , but i shldnt push the blame to the reason cus im sick thats why i cant play well . 
Even if I lose , be it . Failures are the steps to success.
No one is gonna stop me (: 
Learn to face your mistakes and overcome it .
I know these few years my skills sucks ttm cus i totally lost interest in playing .
I dun see the meaning of it . 
Well , since i decided to join table tennis like years years ago .
Kinda wasted if I give up now .. 
I dun wish to compare with people to see how noob i am ._.
Maybe im scare to face the real truth .. Cus , i still believe in myself ..
Yeaa, kinda cannot believe I lost to her today ..
Probably it was me .. The reason I lost lies on me ..
It wasn't her.. but i just cant take the fact .. Cus , i'm once a stronger player ..
Everything just dropped .. Even the skill im most strong in ..
Probably i was scare losing to her cus i know i must win her ..
arghh ~  i know my mistakes all the time but i just cant overcome it .. even if i tried ..
the same mistakes always repeat . always ....
Argh ! Cannot because im sick make me think that i dun have to do my very best !
just because im sick , i shld do my very very best ! 
as long as i know that i still support myself to the very last moment , everything else is not important at all . 
The most important is believing in myself and never give up !
加油,加油,加油!我行的!
Cus i believe in myself , that made me stronger . 


You just cut my heart out and gave it to yourself .
How selfish are you ._.
Now I know you . A selfish person .
Dun even think of others' feeling . Everything you do is the best for you.
So way disappointed in you . I trust the wrong person.
At least I found out earlier .



Life still have to go on .
My life dun have to end without her (:
Cheers (: 

Wahh , today training wad crazy hell.
Hahahs , tio owned by me and sze wai !
Good buddies kkays :D Hahahs (: 
Time to choing my hwk later (:
Feel like dying ._.
She just made me feel like slaping her ! ><'
Haish ~ why bother?
Waste my energy ! >(
Tmr got outside compeition .
My first time though , but no feelings !
oh wait, i have .. Sick ._.
Hahhas ! Ummm ~ 
Twittering is fun (: Cant stop :P




Haish ): me have sad life . Training in the early morning ._. siao .. Ruin my day ): but I shld survive it (: hahahs (: waiting for Zi Xuan and Xue Yi ): we are so gonna be late but who cares ? (: hhas (: jiayous ! :D
Thursday, September 8, 2011


Hahas (: bloging through my phone again (: I finally finished my maths hwk :D suddenly feel so happy (: hehhehs (: spam watching shows (: damn funny ! Gayish! :D hahahs (:


Morning (: Yawns ~ Kinda tired ><'
Have this feeling like gonna fall sick soon ):
Oh no ! ><'
Hahahs . Currently in love with this song (: 对的人 (:
Idk why (: The lyrics are just so-so though .
Still doing my maths hwk ._. Kinda fail !
Always get distracted ):
I dun mean it ! ><' Hahahs :D
Jiayous ! can do it de :D
Wana really really complete it ! ><'
Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Hahahs (: I'm gonna sleep son (: nites all :D

Who would be the one colouring the picture of mine ? Umms.. I really wonder..

If everyone could only have one colour in their hands , would they come and help to colour mine? (:
If I could choose the colour I want , I would choose .. a bright colour .
To colour other peepols lifes just like how they coloured mine (:
Well , life is full of surprises (: Just like how miracles happen (:

" IT MEANS I LOVE YOU IN DINOSAUR ! " (:









So damn cute rites? xD Hahahs.
Had training today.. Just bathed and on my com .
Kinda xD Hahahs . Quite tiring .. Yeass..
I suppose so . Ran 7 rounds of basketball court.
It's like nothing pls ._.
I think someone was so scare to run with us ._.
Stupid . OWN US 15 ROUNDS ._.
男子汉说话不算话!._.
You knows wad? That just made me look down on him even more .
Hated this kind of peepols. Ohmygawd ._.
Just can't take it , like totally .
If you dare to say , then you must be dare to do it rites .
And some idiotic juniors lied that SHE ran 9 rounds ._.
I totally dun believe okkays .
I went past her like 3 times. Tell me she ran 9 rounds? ._.
Idiotic. Even though she ran first before us , based on her speed she couldn't have ran like more than 2 rounds before hand.
Stupid idiotic. And she even act that she's so tired, like run finish damn big . 

Gahh ._. She just smack in one ball and she screamt like crazy : YAYS ~ ._.
Come on , how many times must I scream then ? ._. 

Anyways , I planned to finish my math hwk today ! :D
Wish me luck ! (; Cheers ! 
Tuesday, September 6, 2011

hahahs , Hellos (: I'm posting through my phone and it sucks okkays ): sien >< I keep typing wrong word (: hehhehs (: I'm like spam posts today ! :D suddenly so in to blogging agains (: but this time I remain kinda slient about it (: only peepols who viewed my Facebook and twitter profile knows only (: and my tagboard so dead :P ikrs! Hahahs (: probably I'm afraid something similar might happen again like last time which kinda ruin my life >< you know when I'm angry I can really just split everything out :P hehhehs (: I dun Wana make that to happen again (: first time im typing in a full paragraph :P hahas , how's it ? hard to read ? Or can't believe I'm doing this ? Not like me :P hahas (:
you know people do change .. Either in a good way or so .. I felt that I kinda change .. For the worse and the better .. It feels weird when I always thought about the past .. Kinda not me at all.. Sometimes I wonder am I the person ? Hahas (: certain things can't be changed .. The facts .. Haish , sometimes things I wanted them to change are always the same and things I dun wish to change always change without I noticing >< how I wonder .. Wad will happen in the future .. Wad will I be like ? Ummms~

Ohmygawd, I'm like so crazy over this . I kept changing my blogskin like totally dude ! 
Hahahs , It just doesn't fit for the other blogskins I changed xD
Finally ! I kinda solved the problem I guess? (:
So fun playing with blog skin for the very first time .

I bet everyone wants to be the happiest among the rest .
But who will be the happiest among the rest ? 
If you live your life to the fullest , it doesn't matter how happy are you compared to the rest .
It is no longer a comparison (: 

A big big smiley face :DDDDDD
Hehhehs. I finished my english proposal and half of the heymath ! :D
Hahhas. I'm searching for chinese compo but cannot find T_T
Acc ... Umm~ Shld I do ? xD Ohmygawd.. Idk siol ! ):
Hhahahas ! :D Cheers !


" Our greatest glory is not in never failing , but in rising up every time we fail ."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

Hhahas, I know I kept changing the blogskin xD
Well , this blogskin seems nice (:
Hahahas . Imma gonna start doing my hwks soon !
Hahahs , I always say that but I never did xD
Kinda stuck with eng proposal ):
Idks ! Must finish by today :D
Jiayous !! :D 
Oppys , 1pm le ! Hwk time ><' 
Monday, September 5, 2011



Actions speak louder than words ! 


Aww, anyways, today was kinda boring ._.
Got pissed off during training ><'
Haishh . I just cant take it.
You are not like the boss of everything ._.
And come on , you have legs and hands and you dw to do it yourself ._.
And the way you treat peepols , you think we will help you?
If I helped you , I will become a dummy dude ._.
I just can't tahan you ! D<
Srsly hate you ttvm.
Worst _____ I have ever met ._.
2 more years, jiayous ! 
Saturday, September 3, 2011















I will be like that boy in the pic siol ! xD
Hahahs, all the hwks are really like coming in ):
How I wish this week is really a holidays without all the hwks and tests T_T
Im like so looking forward to the end of the year !
Holidays like crazy but we still have hwks ! D<
Idiotic rites ): Haishh~
Hahahas. I shld start doing hwk soon !
Umm.. I shall start with eng proposal?
Typing out uh (: Hehhehs.


Today's training was kinda ok (:
Hahahs. Not many people went though ><'
Anyways went home with zi xuan (:
Hahhaas ! :D
Friday, September 2, 2011

Hahas, kinda miss this paint I've done (:
I tried doing it again and it seems like its isnt perfect as before ><'
Well.. Some things are not that perfect anymore if you do it again ):










Hahas, I had my dinner and suddenly thought abt my results for term 3.. Kinda ><' Hahahas. Actually not bad though.
But sad thing is.. It's not the actual marks yet ):
I'm not selfish ! I'm okkays with this marks already ><'
Hahas.. Or should I say I'm worried that all the coming test will pull me down..
Then the marks I always wanted to get would fly away?
Haish.. No matter wad , I will still do my very best in every tests(:
I will kinda try not to give up , really . I promised ><'
Jiayous , oshh ! I can do it :D

" Your life isn't all about being the first to reach the finish line, it's about the difficulties you went through that made you stronger and learn not to take things for granted . "






I don't understand why people care so much about being such a successful person when they always tend to ignore the people's feelings around them .
Is successful that important ? ):
Isn't your life boring without all the laughter and fun families and friends had together?
The higher you are the higher of chances you will fall down .
And to get to the top of the hills , you will do anything that stops you .
Betraying your friends probably ? Killing peepols? xD
Hahas, I'm imagining too much, too much dramas xD
Anyways, if I had to choose, I rather I live a normal life.
A happy and normal life (:
As long as I get to enjoy the nature of my life (:

" While working your brains out , don't ever neglect the heart . " <3










Today was kinda fun (:
Hahas, I didnt knew there was a project meeting today.
And I woke up at 8 to find out xD
Hahahs, The time was 9 and I managed to be the first to reach ! Muahaha.
Then zhi hang came later which is like 10??? He couldnt wake up xD
Hahahas. Fun today uh (: We played joel's DS xD
Hahahs, and I keep owning zhi hang ! :D
Gonna start doing my holidays hwk soon so I can play ! :D Hahahs.
Thursday, September 1, 2011

Hellos (: Today's visit to pri skool was so fun pls (:

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY ! :D











Hahhas, today ish teachers day :D
Bet all the chers are like so happy to receive so much presents (:
Hahahs,  Im at home now later going to ynps :D
Had fun today twisting balloons are scaring frens XD
I enjoy today ! :D